One day..
A friend of mine asked me, which part of him that I don’t like?
Then I answered….
After that, I asked a same question to him…
He answered one thing which I always know about me, but I never realized that much…
He said…”You’ve been pushing yourself too hard to get your purposes, then sometimes you didn’t realize that was out of your limit…, you knew that’s hard and need to be done one by one, but you pushed yourself badly… You got so many hope on those things, but when you couldn’t reach it, you fall so deep, you get dissapointed, and then you became feel nothing, you often like that… I don’t like that part… Just calm down and let it flow, okay?”
After he said that, I just give my smiling reaction, and a “thanks” answer…
But at the same time, I felt..”He’s totally right about that…,”
Jawaban itu tuh nendang banget buat aku, ya..emang bener, aku terlalu memaksakan diri untuk sesuatu yang aku harapkan..apapun.. hingga terkadang membuat aku sering kecewa sendiri karena hasilnya nggak sesuai dengan apa yang aku mau..
Oleh karena itu..mau bilang makasih banget sama Sigit…temanku yang udah 18 tahun menemani persahabatan ini…emang..nggak selalu cerita dan melalui hari2 bersama sigit, tapi at least sebulan sekali atau nggak direncanakan, aku sama dia pasti pergi kumpul atau ngapain…
Aku baru benar2 sadar soal itu..
Now, I feel free to everything I wish for..
I aint gonna push myself too hard again for something….
I aint gonna be someone that I don’t feel comfort to
Now for me…SILENCE IS GOLD and SMILE IS THE MOST WONDERFUL THING IN THIS WORLD TO FACE MY WORRY
And also…THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS…TAWAKAL…bagaimana Allah saja…J
A friend of mine asked me, which part of him that I don’t like?
Then I answered….
After that, I asked a same question to him…
He answered one thing which I always know about me, but I never realized that much…
He said…”You’ve been pushing yourself too hard to get your purposes, then sometimes you didn’t realize that was out of your limit…, you knew that’s hard and need to be done one by one, but you pushed yourself badly… You got so many hope on those things, but when you couldn’t reach it, you fall so deep, you get dissapointed, and then you became feel nothing, you often like that… I don’t like that part… Just calm down and let it flow, okay?”
After he said that, I just give my smiling reaction, and a “thanks” answer…
But at the same time, I felt..”He’s totally right about that…,”
Jawaban itu tuh nendang banget buat aku, ya..emang bener, aku terlalu memaksakan diri untuk sesuatu yang aku harapkan..apapun.. hingga terkadang membuat aku sering kecewa sendiri karena hasilnya nggak sesuai dengan apa yang aku mau..
Oleh karena itu..mau bilang makasih banget sama Sigit…temanku yang udah 18 tahun menemani persahabatan ini…emang..nggak selalu cerita dan melalui hari2 bersama sigit, tapi at least sebulan sekali atau nggak direncanakan, aku sama dia pasti pergi kumpul atau ngapain…
Aku baru benar2 sadar soal itu..
Now, I feel free to everything I wish for..
I aint gonna push myself too hard again for something….
I aint gonna be someone that I don’t feel comfort to
Now for me…SILENCE IS GOLD and SMILE IS THE MOST WONDERFUL THING IN THIS WORLD TO FACE MY WORRY
And also…THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS…TAWAKAL…bagaimana Allah saja…J
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